At 3 AM thoughts
I love to tell stories. A lot. It mostly comes about myself. And I do love to listen to other stories too, as much as they love to hear mine. I love reveals things beneath people's mind and talk about them. Talk about how do they felt about it, how do they cope with it. But lately, I don't feel like I'm doing it as much as I like it back then again. I was kind of thinking so much stuffs like: Should I do this? What if people don't like it? What if they think I am a... So many "what ifs". So many things that hold me back. I know this certain thing happens sometimes in life: there is someone who stops you from doing things. Or, someone who has said something that makes you stopped from doing things. You might say that I should walk away and go on. Do not listen to it. Well, I did. It took me my whole self to have the courage to do it because it involved a decade years old friendship. But then, why is it matter ? I tell you two things: First , if someone came t...